Mama said knock you out.

I am completley knock out exhausted. I worked an 8 hour shift at a retail job I have come to despise,though I adore the girls I work with. I remerchandised the store in my new giraffe print mary janes...bad idea my feet are killing me and I think I'm on the edge of a cold my throat is dry and this is a sign of impending doom.

Smit had the right idea when she gave a taste of who she is and what's going on with her, I think I'll follow that lead.

My name is Alexandra Montrose but most of the people in my life call me Ali, I just turned 20 and thus far I'm lost.I've got a pocket full of experiences and pretty much no direction. Most of the time I find myself in a place of 'I don't know' but what I do know is this: no matter what I'm going to be somebody ( its just not in my cards to be mediocre or normal), I love music, art, film, style, people, history, and fashion in all its rotten. And selfish obscurity. I am ambitious, creative, kind of a snob, and instead of embracing my wide array of interests I tend to see it as a distraction and a disadvantage but I'm going to find a way to make them all work together and work for me.

To me this blog will be a place I can share everything and not feel so trapped as I think most people my age do, as much as I feel alone I know I can't be I have 4 friends at different corners of the US who feel just as I do. I am young, I don't know what I'm going to do with my life next.
I want to share all these things in one way or another and you're going to see it shape up just as I do in real time.I want to show you my interests, my friends, my likes and dislikes, my confusions, truths, growths, set backs and hopefully make a full circle.

I hope we can connect here, don't be a stranger- be apart of this puzzle!

-Ali Montrose Los Angeles