Just saw 'Law Abiding Citizen' with Nate. It was really intense, I spent most of it in a ball with all my muscles tensed. He hated it. I am pretty sure I have never let out a legitimate yelp and or screan followed by light speed reaction to hide in a movie before. I hate scary movies and movies that are thrillers like this are really emotionally taxing. I'm glad I go see movies with him, he won't judge.
In other news, I made my dogs halloween costume! He's dracula, he's going to be so sexy its gonna hurt you all.
Now I'm gonna lay in bed and watch Cake Boss and try to mellow out and get my muscles to relax.
OH p.s. Car being worked on equals big fat suck on my internship cause if it overheats I can't get there. PLUS it being worked on means I can't drive it. I just want to do so well and I'm being hard on myself. Nate tries to reassure me off all these things and that I'm doing really well, as does my best friend Nat but the anxiety is still there and of course I'm still going to beat myself up$
The need to be somebody and want to amount to greatness is comes with a world of insecurity and anxiety.
Mediocrity scares me the most. I wonder what its like to glide through and be carefree.
Cough cough Paris Hilton.
One month till the girls all come home! Can't wait!
Ali (Left Coast)
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